I stayed strong many a times, and controlled my tears very well in front of people. But this week, i showed my weakness. I teared in front of my friends. I did try very hard not to but this was just too much to handle. This is nobody's fault. Just me. I felt offended and lonely. Lonely like how i attend my malay lessons every week. Lonely like how i was led to face the students in tt sch. Lonely like how there's nth to do about it. Maybe this is just a part and parcel of learning how to be independent. Probably next time, this word confident wld replace my word lonely in the above sentnces. Or shld i say, it will.