Life isnt all too well for me now. Adaptation period is not easy after all. The jump is big. Yes. Everything is so screwed up now.... Crappppp. I lack the motivation in life. I feel like ignoring everything. And yes aj. You really think i want to be in aj for goodness sake? I dont need those comments of urs. What so big deal about doing so well? Do well also dont have to look down on others right? Come on la. Sometimes ppl are just so eeefffed up.

I've been eating so much lately. Even i didnt notice tt until sokhui and wenhong point out to me. Signs of stress maybe? Eating somehow calms me down. It really do. Life is such that we have to keep moving on, whether favourable or not. Kinda sad to know tt it has to be this way. But i believe things will turn out fine for me, in time to come. I always feel encouraged by his words. It's all too comforting to hear that i'm not alone, that i'll make it.

And so many tests recently. Badly done. And i've already failed physics, if u call that 15 mins paper a test. Chiong until dont know what i'm writing. Maths another one. No time to complete or even read the questions properly. My chinese teacher shared with us that a research has been done tt a person leading a totally stress-free ,fulfilling and peaceful and healthy life can live till 200 yrs old. By stressing ourselves in sch and sating up late to study or use com are reducing our days by half. hmmm..?? So i wonder, is it worth it?

Oh ya. There's this girl in my college who is carrying the same bag as me!! The so called conspicuous bag. And cos of that, i realise my peers identify me through my bag. First, elaine and pamela told me they were like following this girl with similar bag as me because they wanted to call me. They followed until halfway and realised it's someone else. Then xinying told me she actually ran after the girl with the same bag as me at cck stn just so she can call me. And she realised it's not me. And finally in the canteen one day, with the bags all on the benches and no one there, xiaocong saw the purple bag and thought is mine. So he put his bag there, thinking it's our pdg's table. When he brought his food to the table, he realised tt table is not our pdg's, is some unknown ppl. He felt so paiseh and quickly take his bag. Damn funny la. So sorry my friends. COnfusionsss.. But it's not started by me. I carried the bag first. haha. I think it's kinda funny in a way. ;D

Today i heard that junchin and jialian are going overseas! Bon voyage! Really do hope they will enjoy their last few days of holidays! Miss them alot! I was talking to jialian just now. And i realised how much i missed her. She destress me all the time. She's my stress-reliever. I felt so happy talking to her. I kept laughing with her conversations. She's still as funny as ever. She turned on her webcam and so so many weird actions. Seriously man! hahah! My most random and cutest friend. ;DD Planning to meet up soon! yay. ;DD